Coming Home Without That Sinking Feeling

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The slower pace of summer will be over and normal life will begin I’m home from the most magical family holiday in Spain.

Precious family time filled with slow mornings, late-night swimming, laughter, sunshine and the kind of moments you wish you could somehow pause time for.

And, as always, coming home is bittersweet.

There are just two weeks of the school summer holidays left now. Before we know it, we’ll be back to ironing uniform, making packed lunches, setting alarms and trying to get everyone out of the door on time.

again.

But there’s something that feels very different for me now.

I don’t have that sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach anymore.

I used to dread the end of the holidays

When I worked in formal education, the end of the summer holidays meant more than saying goodbye to lazy mornings and family adventures.

It meant going back to the treadmill.

The pressure. The workload. The never-ending to-do list. The feeling that there was always something else that needed doing. And, yes, the frustration that came with working in a system where so much of your time and energy could be pulled away from the reason you went into education in the first place.

Because I loved working with children.

I loved building relationships with them. Watching confidence grow. Seeing those little moments when something clicked. Knowing that, in some small way, I had made a difference.

I didn’t want to walk away from that.

I just knew I couldn’t keep doing everything else that came with it.

And that was a huge part of my why when I created Story Rangers.

I still get to do the bit I love

Today, I still get to work with children and families.

I get to watch children come out of their shells. I get to see imaginations run wild, confidence grow and friendships form.

I get to create magical experiences and build relationships with families who come back week after week.

I still get that feeling of knowing the work I do matters.

But the rest of it?

The intense pressure, the frustration and that feeling of being permanently exhausted by a system that seemed to demand more and more?

That isn’t part of my life anymore.

And I think coming home from this holiday has reminded me just how much that means.

But perhaps the biggest difference is my family

For me, building Story Rangers was never only about changing my working life.

It was about changing our family life too.

I didn’t want memory making to be something we squeezed into school holidays and weekends.

I didn’t want to feel as though I needed somebody else’s permission to be there for the things that mattered.

I wanted to build a business that worked around my family, rather than constantly trying to make my family fit around my work.

And I can.

Of course, running a business still means working hard. There are busy weeks, long days and plenty of challenges. Flexibility doesn’t mean doing nothing.

It means having a choice.

It means being able to shape my timetable around my family. It means being there for the important moments. It means that when life happens, I have far more control over how I respond to it.

And perhaps most importantly, it means that precious family time doesn’t have to be reserved for a couple of weeks in the sunshine each year.

This holiday reminded me of my why

Story Rangers has grown enormously since those early days, but underneath everything we’ve built, my original why is still there.

I wanted meaningful work.

I wanted to keep making a difference to children.

I wanted creativity, connection and purpose.

But I also wanted a life where my own family didn’t always have to come second.

So yes, I’m sad that our Spanish adventure is over.

I’ll miss the slow mornings and the late-night swims. I’ll miss having nowhere we need to be and watching my family make memories together.

But I’m not dreading September.

And I think that might be one of the greatest gifts Story Rangers has given me.

If you’re working in education and recognise that end-of-summer feeling all too well, perhaps it’s worth asking yourself what you’d keep if you could take away everything else.

For me, the answer was always the children.

Story Rangers gave me a way to keep that part.

And build a life around everything else that matters too.

If that sounds like the kind of change you’ve been craving, you can find out more about running your own Story Rangers franchise and download our franchise prospectus at storyrangers.co.uk/franchise.